New Year? New life!2013.12.26. 19:13, dyabride
I should make some new year's resolution, since 2014 ought to be something different. Something better. I hope. In order to achieve that I need to live by a few new rules. First of all a change in my attitude would be good. I just kicked both my annoying sister and my mom out of my room, because I can't tolerate their cheesiness, enough said, really. Another good one would be a new figure. I'm tired of being tall and curvy. I can't do much about being tall, but I definitely want to lose at least 20 pounds. Don't get me wrong, my wish isn't to become some anorexic freak with gaunty features,but I just know the only way I'd be comfortable in my own skin is if I was thin. Everyone looks better when they're thin in my opinion. So there's that. Also, and this is serious, I'll need to stop picking my skin. Yes, I'm one of those girls with acne problems, but when I forget that the skin on my face exists and just leave it alone it actually looks pretty decent. Lastly, I want to make some more friends. There are still a few people at school I could get to know better. This is my last year. It's not even a year now: last 6 months! Least I can do is make the most of it and becoming more sociable is something I gotta practice anyway. Plus, I should go out a bit more too, which is going pretty well actually, next monday's a shopping trip with Rebecca and I'm planning on spending all my christmas money. Sue me. What else..? Oh,yeah, I'm gonna have to become more concerned about my grades. I want to get good results and having to be able to be proud of my silly self at some point next year. Well, not like I didn't care about that before,just a reminder to keep it up. Woah, I really can't wait 'till 2013 is over. I made it! It was quite challenging, but here I am. As for next year, if I want to live up to these resolutions I gotta start working on them now. There is still five days until 2014, so I better get used to the thought of coffee,yogurts and cereals, also don't even think about touching my skin - if I wanna feel 'ok' enough to go back to school as a totally different,confident student who doesn't even mind anymore that she's a head taller than everyone else. In fact she'll only pay attention to that one individual out of all the males, who actually happens to be a few inches still taller. But on the other hand, she will try not to seem as desperate as last time. That's in the past and the only way to focus on a bright future is to let go and start fresh.
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