I suppose the title might sound a bit interesting,anyhow it will shortly make more sense. I don't even know where to begin. So much has happened since the last time I wrote it just seems impossible to resume everything. Let's just look into yesterday, because the rest of the week was a complete mess. So, it was friday and also non-uniform day, where I realised I forgot how to dress properly in my normal clothes, so I ended up with one of my mums light blue jeans (which she doesn't fit into), a white long sleeved top with a huge bee on it which I also wore on my first day at Stantonbury, and my sister's white coat and white converse shoes. Yep, you can guess, I looked like a 12-year-old.  The thing is when you have only one day where you can wear whatever you want the number of posibilities are just overwhelming and nothing is good enough anymore. True fact. So I took the bus to school and as soon as I got in and my maths teacher said good morning to me (!!!) I knew it was going to be a good day.  I mean things like this don't happen by accident. So my first two periods (drama) where the "let's be idiots 'cause that's what acting is" thing went on as usual. Then I had double D.T which was more amusing,ok, basically I sat there cursing the sow machine, then my friend who told me something shocking: on thursday morning she carried out a pretty awkward conversation with my crush. In a nutshell: she said hi to him, and he gave her a weird look and she just casually told him that he's allowed to speak,and he said 'i know' and gave her a thumbs up then walked off. Erm, please,children..! Anyway that wasn't the only suprise I came across, you know I mentioned Casey has an eye for him as well,yeah, so it turns out the two of them baked cupcakes together the day before (cake sale to raise money for children in need) and that irritable blonde brat and Casey where fangirling about the fact that 'A' can bake and wow, he baked with her. Nope, I'm not jealous or anything... really. I just don't understand if they're so so close as Casey makes it sound then why is that in class they never share a word. Same with lunch breaks, they don't even exchange a look. Maybe it's a secret relationship. Ok, I'll stop now, by all means after double science I am the last person who has any reason for jelousy *wink,wink* Oh my god, it's so surreal. I still can't believe it happened! If he keeps it up like this science will suddenly become my favorite subject. Back to the start then: even at the begining of the lesson I could feel him opening up,but the point where we went from the stage of "You're cute, I wanna get to know you" to "I actually dare talking to you now" - was when thanks to the teacher (bless her temper) he got moved from the back to the front right next to me. I also wanna thank Lennie for this to happen, I mean if he wouldn't have found me boring enough this action never could've taken place, so thanks for refusing to be around me. I never thought this could actually be a good thing, but it is. So, shortly after 'A' sat down he started analysing my scribbles on the white board of a cat and lots of dots, unfortunately no equations of magnesium oxide. After I got enough criticism, I drew a horse to please the little duch next to me which he liked so much he showed to everyone who walked by the table. I can't remember exactly when, but somehow we ended up talking about absolutely everything, like I saw him wearing glasses for the first time and asked since when he had them,guess what,since he's blind. Sad. Then, about cooking,the school cleaners,buses,parents,bushy head,hungary,vegetables,waxing,phones  and a lot of other things. Even when we weren't talking he always muttered something under his breath, weird kid I have to say. What suprised me though, is that for the first time I wasn't the one showing interest by asking others, he asked back and kept the conversation alive which isn't something I experience these days. Not only that someone could be bothered to ask me personal questions for the first time just out of curiosity,but he also made sure to give detailed answers, see as he kept going on about for at least five minutes on how in his cooking class they made apple plumb tart with custard. Or how saying bromine is pretty much the same as saying brownies. Anyhow what I really learned about him is that he's far from the person I though he was. As he put on his geeky glasses and went on with random stuff, made me realise how easy it is to get along with him. Last week, when I only dared to look at 'A' across the room, and now I don't think there's anything holding me back from walking up to talk to him. He would be one of the few people who after you get to know better, they excel your expectations. At the end of the lesson after Nat (know-all-girl at our table) made a statement on how she prefers 'A' over Lennie (and I couldn't agree more) I said I would literally pay him to sit here, of course when he asked "really?" - noooh, but I think he got the message. I guess we'll just have to wait and see how serious he was about claiming me as a new lab partner. That's it for today. I don't think I have to say how happy I was and still am, because of all this. Ok, now I need to stop writing and get back to chemistry (which apparently 'A' and I don't lack haha) - hope you had a fab friday as well, and ate more cupcakes than you could bear without regretting it. Have a nice life and thank you for your time. x