Science's still not sorted. I just didn't realize how badly they want me to do BTEC. Oh, god I was ever so tense all day. I have no clue where am I going to be the next lesson and who's gonna be the new teacher. Yep, that's right even the ones who get to stay at doing additional science are to put into a new classroom. What's even worse - Clara called my dad today and then he called me, and oh god, he might've convinced her,but I'm not sure. Let's face it; dad can't lead a proper conversation in english, not exactly his fault though (*khm,khm*) but, it does look like they let me to continue with OCR. I can't decide whether that's good or... What if the new teacher's gonna hate me? What if I get into another scene when "they try to pronunce my bootiful name"? What if,what if...Oh,I gotta stop worrying so much. Things will turn out the way they're supposed to.  I hope... Okay, changing the subject, after all english is fine, basically we're not saying or doing anything during the entire lesson. Mmm...Humanities is quite alright too,I mean same teacher,same kids,same lessons. Maths...oh, today's maths was so,um, interesting. J'heez,as for 'A' I don't know what to think. I have this feeling that from a certain distance, "from the outside" he's always following the things I do or the stuff I blather on about. I know, it's weird, but like before maths I was messing with the girls on the stairs and as usual I tried to make them trip, and it was like he was laughing with us, with me. *sighs* Im sorry, this is probably the worst post I written,but you know what's it for... Hope everything (meaning;science)  turns out the way it should. Hope you have smoother days!;) See you next time.x

p.s: I could eat a whole lot of these. Ever so hungry :(

Since we're on the subject let's make a list on the things I need right now:

- peace - heart,soul&mind

- something to eat, something yummy... like carrot cakes with hot chocolate.

- talk to someone nice

- chilly weather

- a good book or a movie... 

- just to feel alright.

Simple really, isn't it?