First of all, I'm sorry for not writing anything nearly for a week. Let's just say I've been busy. I almost finished all my exams, I went to the dentist (no braces till' sept-october) and... yeah, Friday was the only day when I didn't have to worry about anything. Even then I was so sick of people, actually lately I've been sick of a lot of people if that makes any sense... The way they treat me, or speak to me, or even look at me. Only because I don't hang around with girls who crave attention, I don't put on a good dose of makeup, and okey, my social skills definetly need some improving,but apart from that I'm not less than they are,right? I'm just tired of not being good enough, I guess. On the other hand I have to admit, Friday afternoon session was alright, guess because of who? Haha! To be honest, I don't even know why,but he sat behind me (maybe he got moved yesterday when I wasn't in)  anyway, basically I spent the entire lesson listening to his sillyness. Ohmy, he rubbed my arm again,just after when someone behind me made a comment on how nice my hair looks when its up. Then, the teacher - when she really got butters - said that we act like animals and for he says; "I'd like to be an animal." Umm... You already are one, hon. Well, - altough he obviously found my remark funny - made a statement how actually I'm an animal, and that he met up with my family in the zoo. Bless his little creative imagination. But the thing is he's like this with everyone. Every singe girl in the class. Not just me, and since I realised that it doesn't really make me feel special anymore. Boom, and now I'm confused! Dissapointed and confused at the same time. The problem is that I only keep hoping for more. For something amazing to happen. But don't you? Don't we all?