I have to admit it's been too long since I posted something that can be evaluated,so just keep on reading, 'cause this is going to be detailed. On Wednesday morning I had this math tutoring session with my ex-math teacher (the one who passed me down to Adam at the end of Yr.9) and I was satisfied with the fact that a lot of other students from my year attended this session (see: apparently I'm not the only one who needs tutoring) - and it wasn't anything I couldn't survive. I'm focusing on getting the best grade I can, I mean,hey, it is my last year after all. Thursday was overly fun! Finally I got to meet my new science teacher, Lucy and my new class...and,well,you'll never guess who's in the group. Yup, Lennie's there too,but I'll get on to that later. So in our first lesson the only thing we've done is basically...nothing. We were supposed to set up a presentation for the others,but my lovely group just didn't have the motivation, so I guess, I wasn't very motivated either. Before us, the other half of Clara's class did a presentation as well, 'A' in the lead, going on about speed,velocity and how they relate. Honestly I didn't hear a word he was saying, I was too busy being amazed of his height,gestures,eyes,expressions...aw' ya'know. Today afternoon was no different. Last lesson we had science, and a new seating plan too. I sit next to this guy called Chris,he's alright I suppose,nothing else worth mentioning. Then here comes the interesting part, opposite to me sits this extremely annoying,silly,little cretin. Yes, for your information I'm talking about Lennie. How could I've ever been attracted to this idiot? Whether he's kicking my legs,insulting my mum, or making gruesome faces at me. You know what else? He's being like that with almost everyone. Hard to tell, but does he have a real personality? Clearly being a clown is just an act. Ugh, don't even want to bring him up, just makes me frustrated. Ok, moving on...oh,fun fact: 'A' sits right where I used to sit in Yr.10, and I sit where he used to sit. I think I caught him looking a few times during the lesson,but that's nothing, here comes the best part; we've been put into small groups to test the velocity of a wooden car, and both him and Jake were to work with us. In retrospect, I wish I had been a bit more enthusiastic,but also, I didn't want to come down as,you know, too striking,especially after what happened yesterday (in a nutshell, after maths I thought he was glancing towards my direction again, so when we were dismissed I "not so accidently" stepped on his heel as I was walking behind him, then started apologizing - he looked back and smiled. Sweet, only his lips curved into this "I already knew"- sort of smile.) I hope you understand why I wasn't really showing off, plus it's friday, I'm tired as hell. So continueing, the two guys came up with this amazing idea of how we should disorganize the tables so that the little car will have more space. Jake was about to separate me from the one I was sitting at, but clearly I was way too lazy to get up, so from some unknown reason I just childishly looked up and groaned a "You must!?" - *in squeaky voice* "Yeah, I must" oh,dear he almost sounded pitiful, but I heard 'A' giggling on how useless I can be when it comes to even the smallest physical exercise. While they kept rolling the little car, the air between me and him was sizzling,like.. I can't explain it,but when I put my legs up on the chair I swear I felt him brushing against them as he passed. Twice. Even when we where packing up and I was carrying this heavy panel back to the tray for a moment I thought he'd come and take it away from me, but still he herded this other guy out of the way. I know all this don't mean anything and I'm probably making a huge deal out of this,but I guess what I'm trying to express is that, sometimes you can feel it when a person is looking out for every single little things you do, even if they're really nothing at all. I don't know if that's disturbing or cute...I'd rather think the latter. All in all, my day wasn't anything special, but I'm happy to be back in school routine, and I'm glad science is now settled as well. Oh, and mum promised we would go shopping and buy some new black boots. Also, I was thinking for a change I might try to wear skirts next week. I'm not sure I'd be confident enough, we'll see.