First day back at school... I suppose these "first days" are always the hardest, but it caught me completly by suprise. Ok, it wasn't that bad,you know, I was - or at least I thought I was - so well prepared to get back into school routine, so I sure as hell didn't expect an english test or Casey calling me "so rude." Maybe she was joking, and she'll forget it by tomorrow... Anyway things just didn't turned out to be the way I wanted them. Like how he was so dropped-dead-gorgeous *sigh* and... how he was totally ignoring me. Alright, I admit we were writing a test (which I pray to turn out to be good), so there wasn't really any chance of us - talking. Still even a quick glance would've been enough. Hm, I probably should stop whining now, let's just hope tomorrow will be better. Oh, and you know what else? It's so hot! And I'm so tired. Right now I can't even be bothered with that maths exam on thursday. Then I have an appointment to the orthodontist (braces!) so...yeah. I guess I won't even care if tomorrow I'd be late for humanities when he's already in, taking a seat at his usual place which is right in front of the door, and I would walk in... and he would make a comment on me being tardy. Maybe,maybe...Maybe? Ha! There was a horse called "Maybe" at that stable where I worked. Ohmygosh I feel so lucky for not having to go there anymore. Pfhu.

u.i: am I the only one who's already in summer-mode? No wonder, since next tuesday would be my last day, and due to my 'teeth needing fixing' - I won't have any double english lessons... Which makes me happy and sad at the same time, because he might just forget me... 'till September, of course!;)

"Yeah, I wait for you to open up, to give yourself to me
But nothing's ever gonna give, I'll never set you free
Yeah I'll never set you free."